IMY :(

I MISS US. THE TIME WE SPENT TGT, LAUGHING ALL DAY LONG, COMPLETING EACH OTHER SENTENCES AND LAUGHING AT EACH OTHER'S STUPIDITY...

AHHH~~ ALL THAT MEMORIES I HAVE OF U............

why do things and people have to change? :(

NEW ADDITION! :D

cik sue's prince! :) she hasnt decide on the name yet...

look at those chubby cheecks! omg! haha! :)

p/s: i took this pic when he was in my arm.... :D

wht happened?

havent been blogging for quite some time now. there's so much i wanna type down but i dont know where to begin.

well, for a start, congrats to cik sue for having her second child. :D

my UT1 results are BAD!! :( didnt do quite well for this sem. and honestly, i dont really like this sem. so lucky for me, this sem flies fast. :) only left with a few more weeks of this sem and im done! :)

ok, to be honest, i dont even know what else to share. LOL. there are things that i wanna say and
its bothering me but i just dont wanna get too personal. afterall, do u guys even bother? haha...

there's a saying : some things just meant to be kept as secrets and not to be told too others...
so yea..

toodles...

OH LIFE...

life

missing you!

im starting to miss this little auntie! the last time i saw her was like a week ago?? i forgot. but i just miss her terribly! i wanna play & joke around with her! heh ^^

hopefully my plan to come over to tante's place this weekend is not cancelled.

tmr is thursday, and im left with one more day, then - WEEKENDS!! yeah! cant wait man! :D

ps: need to wear formal tmr! siannnn.......

I LOVE YOU

* sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears.*

just beacause you're pretty

you think you can get away with things?

you think you're popular?

you think you can criticize other who aren't as pretty as you?

you think you can choose who can be your friends and who cant?

you think you can decide who should go with who to the prom?

you think you can control people?

you think all guys will be attracted to you?

you think people will favor you?

people need to listen to you?

what for if you're pretty on the outside but rotten on the inside? pretty face does not bring you far if you do not posses the right character and brains. your face will be such a waste then. so think about it before you consider yourself pretty and go around controlling other peoples lives when yours aren't that brilliant either.

aawww.....

thought of....

i hate how my hair looks right now. feel like chopping it all off! but sayang... haha!

so anw, i was thinking, instead of cutting off my hair, maybe i shld rebond back. but aiyaa.. but im kinda like tired of straight hair! haha! wth is wrong with me??!?!?

ok, anyhu~

i feel like permimg my hair now instead of rebonding it again... wht u guys think? i want my hair to look smtg like the lady in the picture... how?

SO TRUE!

i shld show this to my mum. haha! :)

TANTE!

tante!! please bring me to places again. i miss going on road trips with u! you always bring me to places that mum and dad didnt. and you're the reason i know there's other places like perak, sungai wain, caves and more. oh and u introduced me to crispy noodle and seafood fried rice that is so fckin delicious! OH!! && having superb breakfast at impiana hotel and the comfortable renaissance hotel!! HAHA!

BRING ME TO COOL PLACES AGAIN!

please and thank you! :D

p/s : if u happen to read this, im serious...... heh. ^.^V

THOSE MOMENTS WHEN U WISH U CAN GO BACK TO...

i miss going out with my friends. i dont know why, but it just seems impossible for ALL of us to gather and meet up as US. everyone is just too busy with their things that its difficult to set a perfect date. how i wish i can rewind time and experience these kind of moments whereby i am so happy with the situation that i am in that i dont wanna go out of it. but i know it is not possible. i need to come back to reality and deal with this. but it will just make me happy over-the-moon type if im able to go out with all these beloved girls!

im totaly comfortable with them that i dont have to preserve myself by not showing my true colours as they understand me and do not judge me like some assholes do. LOL

okay, so anw, i just miss them loads and hopefully one day we can all meet up without anyone missing.

hmmm... maybe i should plan a sleepover or a reunion! LOL. shall ponder on it. until then.. toodles! :)

THIS JUST SHOUTS CHILDHOOD TO ME! <3<3

a trip to the dc office!

hey!! :)

ive been missing sch for the 2 days alrd. i hv the flu bug which sucks!
so anw, went to see the dc ystrd, and while waiting for my turn, suddenly i have a flashback of yesteryears. the clinic has a lot of memory of my childhood in it. it was sort of considered as my family clinic as i have been going there for oh so many years. and all my family members go there for check up everytime they're sick.

ok, so anw, as i was patiently sitting, suddenly i remembered when i was like k2 ( like 5 yrs old??). so here goes....

grandma was busy getiing my sister and i ready for school on that day when she realised that i was having difficulty in breathing. so she brought me to the dc( the clinic i told u guys earlier). blablabla, then we were in the dc room, the dc examine me and decided to give me the oxygen mask. i was so scared to put in on. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WAS SCARED OF THE FCKING MASK lol. so i refeused to put it on even though grandma pacified me and put the mask on the face to show that if its safe on her, then its safe on me. but i was so scared that i continuously refused to put the mask on. haha.. i pushed my grandma's hand hard when she tried to put it on my face. lol. no kidding, i was seriously crying because i was scared of the mask. HAHA!

then, if remembered correctly, grandma hugged me close to her and placed her face next to mine. the she hold the mask on her face but tilting it facing my way so that the oxygen goes to me..

and.. yeap, thats all i can remember! LOL.

i think i was so scared to put on the mask because i tot i was going to die or smtg! LOL.

finally i get to play with her! :D

I MISS IFFAH ARISHA!!

SHASHA GALORE!! <3

i would really love to travel the world

:)

hey!

its alrd 1:50am, and i cant sleep. dang!

had my first mango sago just now~ ( well actually ystrd.) it was so delicious! the waiting was not wasted after all~ :)

im so going there again! who's with me? LOL

so anw, after mango sago, we decided to go to minds cafe at city hall. so we trained there. had tonnes of fun there! i laughed my ass out hard! haha.. played like 5 games? idk. lost track. haha.. but the highlight of my day there was when we played the game- ugly dolls. it was so fun! hope i'll be going there soon. going to minds cafe with great "kakis'" are great coz all u are gonna have there is FUN!!


till then,

xxxx

:D

hey ya'll!

if u guys noticed, i have changed my blogskin. i actually like the previous skin tht i had but idk. sudden urge to change my blogskin at 3:17 in the morning! haha.

so anw, i havent been updating my blog much even though im having school break now. hee.. :) been going out a lot these few days. went out shopping with fiq, tante, kak deeya and family. oh and raya-ing also.

oh, talking about raya, this year eid feels kinda different. cant point a finger where but it just feels different. there's so much changes tht is happening to both my paternal and maternal side tht just brings my mood level to low. how i wish everything can go back to its original or at least a better state, coz i dislike wht's happening right now. ok enough of this!

moving on... , i have yet to clean out my room! LOL! i knw, i knw. im such a pig! damn it! but i have used the shelves in my room to the maximum. i like the way it looks now. only needs a little more pictured frames and im done! yay!

wht else??...... oh ya, school goona strt soon! im kinda nervous coz sem 2= new class = new classmates = quiet, not the normal self me. idk why i act this way haish.....

ok. enough for now. gonna update soon. ( i hope) BYE!

xoxo

dealing with changes in life

* i know im changing. we're all changing. just... dont forget me.*

PAGES!

my cover, yeah i know im childish. i was 12+ then. :P

one of my fav pages! :)
pictures of friends and i from a sch trip.

took art pieces from sec 1 and 2 and paste it! :)

this took me 2 days to complete.

i drew this hippo and painted the page. one of my fav also! :)

i LIKE eyes! :)

i know my pages are not tht nice like those scrapbooks u see online. but at least it keeps me busy with something condusive. plus i have something to look at and show off to my kids in the future. :) insya'allah....