HELLOS!!!

hey...

its been a long time since i last post. its either im plain lazy or i cant switch on the comp....

i juz finished reading some of their blog n come over to their tags, i really feel left out. its like they all fogot bout me... im fadding... no longer the old hidayah. n i do feel the difference. its like im trying so hard to be with them but it somehow does not happen. so close yet so far........
its like im in my own world n they are in another. or maybe iim burden for them. they are forced to do it.

anw, exams are round the corner n its really stress-ing. yea, i may look happy and all that but deep down, really deep down inside me, im really worried. am i gonna make it to sec 3 EXPRESS???? thats the qn tht has benn playing in my mind this pass few days.. i see my friends then i see myself. they are all excell in their studies. and how bout me? i kept failing my maths. its really horrible.

i havent make the choices of subjects for next year. im really confused. my mind is blank. wether to take boi or physics.



till then
hidayah...

hei!!

changed my skin agn!

btw, harry potter is out in the cinemas n im watchin it with eera tmr!!
tmr, skool ends early so im goin out heheh.....

till then!!! toodles!!



muacks!!!!!
hug n kisses!

SUX!!

OMG!!

i knoe tis is like outdated news bt i still wanna express it!! urgh..........!!!!!!!!!!! i hav been change to be sitted in the back of the class n topping that im all alone! halim was a very gd company i had bt now there's no one! its so boring back there!! fatima, eera khaliesah, fiq, n momok sit quite close to each other n im all ALONE

ugh.... this sitting arangement make me dun wanna cme to school more!!!!! arh!!!! HELP ME!!!! haish... theres nth i can do! haish....... sux man!!

anw, today totally sux! at first we had t go up n down the stairs early in the morning. its soo tiring n making me less spirited to do my dnt.!!! tuff luck!!! then during cme, we are devided in groups. me, fiq, jordan,joanne,sing jie,li ting, kenneth and BP were in the same grp! like wtf! its so dead. im sitting there like a statue. looking arnd. nt doin anitin. 4m where im sitting i can see imas grp havin soo much fun!!

after recess was EL n its a bit fun coz me, fiq n momok sat togetha. momok n me didnt brought our bks! then after tht was HISTORY!!! damn boring lorhs!! bt then i was so hardworking coping all the notes! hehe....... then came PG where mdm teh change halim sitting arrangement n some of the pupils!!

shit! shitty!!! shit!!

i tink i blog much.... so on with my goeg essay!!

toodles!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

hello hello ppl!!!

as most of u guys knoe, i jus celebrated my b'day yesterday rite. i was sabo-ed by my girlfwens. i kena v. bad sia......

btw, during skool the sang a birthday song for me 2 times + 1 korean version sang by seung ju.
thx!!!

currently at tante hse. in the morning tante woke me up to folow her to johore. then cik roziz decided to go to mini kelantan. there she bought me(i dun knoe wats the name). then went to pelagi plaza(maybe) eat at secret receipe. i ate speggeti with meatball. the meatball was so big seh.. i cant finish my speg. then bought a cake at seasons. mocha cake. then went hme.

i got a bracellet 4m lola, a bear 4m mum, $$ 4m daddy, a polar bear lamp 4m jepun, a cadbury bar 4m fiq.

i'll post pic when i hv uploaded then k?

bb!!

hey ppl!!

tis is nt my final blog. i will change the skin agn! i anyhow pic the skin. so dun be surised when i changed agn. bt i dun tink i will change it sn. maybe nxt week
klah gtg!!

bb

hie...