crapping....

haih.....


im so bored n fed up. everyday its the same thing...
im so pissed with myself. i regret my action towards her. but what can i do... nasi dah jadi bubur....

niwaes, i've been reading some of my friends blog n they are all talking bout relationships n all that... breaking up n patching again... it has come to my attention that majority of the girls really can't help themselves with such break ups n feel depressed. well, i tink its so stupid to feel that way... i mean we are still young n there are lots more boys that we should date n not stick to one only..... we have to learn to get along with all types of men that are out there.......

niwaes, im glad i broke off with him... he was so idiotic.... i mean, he get jealous so easily stupid siak.... btw,--- to tis someone--->>>> the guy i walked with was my buddy in unity deng....


enough crap.... girls, when are we going out?? i miss u guys so much n i hv so many stories to tell...... god! i really miss u!!!

missing hell loads of people!

i haven't post for quite some time now...
firstly i wanna say sorry to eera for canceling the meetin 3 times in a row. im really SORRY!!!

secondly, im cerrently at uncle nazri's hse. im here for a purpose and that is to take care of auntie nazariah which is heavily pregnant. thats why im not always avaliable upon request......
bt in will be home soon......

tis weekend, having a family gatherin n im quite wxcited to see all the lil kids. espicially alayna... she is so adorable!!!


niiewaes, im really craving alot of things!!! oh god!!!
AND, im craving to go out with friends!!

i dun knoe if u guys feel it bt tis year hols are so damn boring like shit!!! everyday its the same.. woke up, watch tv, eat, bathe, tv for hours then sleep!! its so damn pathetic!!! n i wanna go out of singapore!! malaysia at least!! it so damn boring..... the next trip to kl is so long... its on 2008, march.... so long.... usually kl will be our hols port for end of year hols... bt lola on dad side is really sick n we cant go any further then kl....

btw, kak rozy has given birth n her baby is soo cute... his bloody red n so small..... he only took 1/3 of the basket.... his name is kyle btw.... i'll post pictures when i got hme........ so yea.....

i hope auntie naza guve birth fast coz i can;t wait to see the newest arrival of saleh's generation!!!

k ya'll gtg!! gdnite n hve fun!!!



xoxoIDA

f. dirty sia!!

OMG!!


still at nanns hse n im feelin very dirty sia!!! its all bcoz of my two cousins sial!!!


niweas, dad called me juz now n asked me to come hme... i've been sleepin here for 4 days now. prob im goin hme 2moro....
nanns has been sick for the past few days n im feelin quilty to leave her alone at home.........

btw, there is another class gatherin 2moro n im not goin. many are not turning up so why should i..... so yea.. im not commin......


gtg... bb!!!!







xoxoida

boredom strikes!!

hey ya!!

it's ll:42pm and i can't sleep!
i'm tired actually....
helped uncle nazri to paint his hse.... very tiring....
have to admit that i didnt helped much n i painted his hse anyhow......
we started painting at 1+ n and ended at 1+ also... its abt 12 hrs sey.....
the end product was kind of nice... it looks mire spacious then before n i cant feel the atmosphere is much better....

uncle nazri treat us at al-ashar n i ateb keuh teow... i didn't know what to buy so just anyhow pic... aunt naza ate garlic naan, sis ate bathura, uncle naz ate roti john.... it was delicious... bt it was so cold... just imagine it 2+ n i was wearing cargo pants n short sleeve.... but wad to do... haih.... we reached hme at 3+ n played with boi n dosed off......

woke up 9 in the morning coz it was so hot.... watched tv..........
bla..bla.... it was all boring.....

currently tyring crap n evesdropping to sis catthing on the phone with mira
im searchin for a new blog skin n i can't find any intreresting or attracting sknis.....
im typing crap now cos my brain died..... so alios amigos!!




xoxoida

here r sme pics....

hidayah
me
us
yummy!!

terminal 3
lola,huda n me
t3

havin a blast!!

hey,hey,hey!!!

hiw r u guys?? had a class gatherin last wed. it was ok. i had sabo-ed lisah n it was fun. ima pulled her in the sea. n they both were wet!! ima forgot bout her phone n got in the water with it... so pity...

niwaes, went out with kak diah ys'day. went to clementi in search for some new clothes...it was fun n we had tis yummy doughnuts!! YUM YUM!!! we shopped for hours!! then abt 5+ we headed hme...

n today,
woke quite early then usaual... abt 9+... bathed an hour later... then ate, then cleaned the ceiling fan!! n let me tell u it was hell!! i kept falling down the steps!!! 5 times!! n the fan was do damn dirty!!! god!!! then went to qilas hse to play with her bunnies!! they're so cute!! mum says its nt a bunny, its a hare... well hu cares they are in the same family rite?.........
then off i went to johore with tante,mum n huda. blah..blah..blah.... we were at my hse n i was busy packing my bag to sleepover at nans hse AGN!! bt b'4 we headed to jurong, i had to follow tante to fetch her husband at tempines... then headed to nans hse...

watched tv n so.... then tante asked to follow her to go to PRIME so i did 2gether with huda. initially the planned was to go to PRIME n parked the car bt i asked tante to treat us macdonalds... hehe.... so off we went to taman jurong drive-thru n ordered big mac meal n a mcflury for huda. then ate at the void deck.... n went hme..... so now here i am... posting......

2moro plan is to wake up early i go to uncle nazri's hse to help him paint his hse... i guess it will be fun...(hope so!!) im really lazy to go actually... bt well.... for the fun of it.......

klah.... gtg!!






xoxoida

mood for shopping!!

hello hello hello peeps!!

so long nevepost sey.....

btw, i got in 3e2. thank god.. alhamdullilah.





its been 3 weeks of holiday n the craving for going shooping is mounting up!! my money is nt that much lah bt i want to spent...

currently im at tante's crib n im goin out soon!! cant wait sey!....

life's quite boring these few days. cant mxg gf much coz they all are usin pp8 and their pp8 will get low... haih.....

im wasting my time tis holiday playing computer games. my schedule everyday is wake up, wash face, brush teeth, then eat!!( i knoe wad u thinkin!! :p). after eating, watch tv till afternoon, tehn bathe. then watch more tv, read some books, MORE tv then if theres anymore time left i will be playin games on comp.. so boring rite....

only 3 more days left to khaliesah b'dae n 4 more days to the e3 bbq!! i haven't ask mum yet bt hopefully i can go coz i miss e3 so MUCH!!!!
k lah... i'll post soon.......





xoxoida

Holidays r HELL!!!!

hello hello.....

so long nvr post sey... mum put password to the comp so its not easy to acess the comp..

btw.. holidays so so so boring.... i'm always eating!! oh god!!

i went bck to kampong last sunday... it was so fun!! took some pics play bike... n more......

i envy the ppl there....... their houses are so big.... kampung dosent mean the villagers are poor rite.. it dosent mean tht all the houses are made of wod n all that stuffs.. my kampung has big houses. its so luxuriois........................
enough with the kampung......

i miss my 2e3.... espicially my five giller friends.... i miss them soo much!!!
i wanna go shoopin with them!!!!!!...LETS GO OUT MAN!!!
cant wait for the 2e3 class gatherin sey..... 21 nov here i come!!!!


xoxo

WISHING ALL MUSLIMS AN ADVANCE SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI........


most impotantly,
-ima
-syima
-fiqqy
-liesah
-jepun(aidah)
-eera


SELAMAT HARI RAYA....

hari raya!!!

hellos!!

firstly, i want to say sorry to fiq,liesa n eera for nt goiong out with them. i dun feel like goin out with u guys yesterday.. sorry....
instead of going out with them,i went to jb with mum, sis n tante.

upon reaching,we went to tok eh siah's hse to give her zakat harta. its for her grandchildren that has lost their father a year ago.. pity. they are still so young but have no father....

btw, they were so cute n i cant resist taking photos with them. hehe... the bro, 3 yrs old, called ikwan n her lil sis, 1++, called nisha... they were so adorable!!!! i'll post some pics ltr...
after that, we went to angsana to do some last minit shopping...... look at some flowers, pillows, food,foood,foood,food, and more FOOD!!!

then headed to the carpark to go home. we were suprised to see a big ugly van parked infront of tante's car. WE'RE trapped!! its almost buke n w're stuck!! tough luck!!
..........bt tomy mum genious idea, we managed to go out. u knoe wad we did??!!??

tante went insida the van(its nt locked) then release the handbreak n huda n mum pushed the van. its was so funny....(i didn't push) hehe... i took their video pushhing the ugly van. then fill up petrol n headed off.

we arrived at s'pore at abt 6.45. we breakfast inside the car coz we're late.... went to ntuc to buy rice forb the ketupat then went hme..... eat,eat,eat.... then went to tante's hse... i sleepover n will be going hme tdae.. (take curtain) so... here i am... bored, smelly n sleepy......

bb!!


xoxoxo

hie...

im very hungry!!!!!

btw, now at comp lab 3!! mdm teh brought us!! thts y can posts....

anw, my blog dead sey...........

hello...hello ppl!!!

omg!!omg!!!

i've experienced sometin tht i think u guys will nt experienced!!

its so terrifiying!!! i was speechless when tht thing happened!!! it was like 1.30 am yesterday. and i was at malaysia with tante ibu n cik roziz when this thing happened!!!! SCARY!!!!(btw, its not ghost)..... for future details juz ask me!!

why do we always wants everything to be perfect when we ourselfs are not perfect??

hey!! im here agn!!

yesterday was a blast!!

earlyin the morning went to bugis. there i meet my sis n tante near bugis junction. then off we went to mustafa centre. there we wasted our time coz we are waiting for the clock to strike 11.30 n it was just 10.10. the atmosphere at mustafa early in the morning sucks tough!! there were a few ppl the only. so no tht fun. tante n i cant stop touchin each others butt!! omg!! we r so disgusting!! hehes......

then it was 11.30 at last n we headed to sim lim square to get my cpu repaired. the guy said that the cpu's motherboard is spoilt. n it cost $145 to be repaired. tante bargained with the guy got it at $130. the cpu will be done in 1 week time!! urgh.....

tehn went to raffles hospital to eat. i ate fishball noodle. not nice sey... then sis get herself a carrot cake which we all shared together with tante. tante had tofu noodle. n sis got cuttlefish noodle. then headed to tantes crib....

there i slacked. watching tv n ate junk foood!! omg!!!

arnd 5.30 off tante, huda, me n lola(grandma) to pasir ris to pick up unle roziz. he was having a course. the course was supposed to end at 6 but it was extended to 7. so we went to the seaside. it was 6+ so i got to see the sunset!! it was so beautiful!!! in dint took a picture coz i forgot to bring my hp!! stupid rite!!
we waited for him tehn we went singapore expo coz lola wanted to buy bra.. hehe... we entered the wrong hall n ended up at the food exebition. uncle roziz bought for me a winnie. then lola bought a basket full of mangoes. tante bought 300grms of dengdeng!!! it was so delicious!!!

then went to hall( was it 3 or 4)?? john little sale!! lola didnt bought anitin there... waste time...

lastly off we go to lau pasat agn!!! ate satay!!! delocious!!! i ate ducks n cow n sheep. i really recomend u guyus to try the duck satay... nice sey.....



lastly headedv to tante crib... then watched some telly n slept...

hellu...

roday is the first day of the 1 week holiday. n im enjoying it loads.

yesterday, went to nenek ngah's hse for a wedding. then off to computer fair at suntec city. OMG!! there were loaads of ppl there. there were alot of sales going on. n i saw this mp5!!! SO NICE!!!! there were loads of mp3s for sales. mp4s too.... i really want to buy the mp5 seyy.... NICE!!!......

after the comp fair we headed to lau pa sat. eat satay!! yummy!!! delicious! i ate duck satay... sonice n sweet!! there were loads of ppl there also.

after finished eating, we went to uncle sani's hse to pick up mira. she wanted to sleepover at lolas hse so uncle roziz took her. then headed back to lolas crib.

ENJOY THE HOLS PPL!!!

hello hello hello ppl!!!

now at school suspose to do duty in library but since no ppl so laze ard! hahas!!!

today mdm tiong on duty so can use comp.

short post jer...

toodles!!!~~~


CANT WAIT TO BREAKFAST!!~~ SO HUNGRY!!~~~


alious amigo!

hie!!

so long never post sey...

btw, ct2 are long over n now get results back.

i've done really badly. only for mother tounge. bt nt gd enough. i wann get 80++ sey...

my english also sux!! bt at least i passed my lit!! woohoo... bt bad marks. onli get 22.

oh yar speaking of 22, i get 3 subject that get the mark 22!! mg!! pass by 2 marks oni sey...

nt gd!!

WADS HAPPENIN TO HIDAYAH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

niewaes,todae had a blast!!

huda, satish, ateeqah n me planned a surprise parte for aqilah. i was fun man!! i played with chomel.(cat) then eat,eat,n eat. qila's dad ordered pizza hut!! so delicious!! with the dipping sauce!! ummm...........yumm.................................. oh yar!!. i also took some video of chomel.

then watched disturbia n dream girls!!! AAAHHHH!!! at last!!! disturbia was great!! dream girls too!! jennifer hudson has a powerful voice man!!

then off i went to granny hse.(next block oni)... hehes... long time nvr see granny, she so skinny now seyy....

pity her.. stressed maybe.

hie!!

yesterday went out with girlfriends!! i had a blast!! we laughed n took loads of photos together!! liesah planned to go out agn on 3rd 4 september. watch movie or sumtin.

niwaes, woke up early in the mornin then ate some roti boyan. relax a bit then bathe. immedieately after tht i went out to meet fiq,syima,eera n liesah. syima came firt as she was bored at hme n her hse was the nearest. then came fiq. i n liesah came after tht. we waited for fiq n syima as they west to west mall to buy pads. fiq forgot to brought them. hahas. then waited for faheera.she was late as usual!! urgh... suddenly hidayahwati came n join us. we waited for like 20 minutes for her. so late seh... we were practically damn late. so we decided to go there first. when we reached the opp. bus stop to the MI, we were stuck as it was raining heavily n none of us brought umbrella except hidayahwati. there were 5 of us n one umbrella. then came this dood hearted MI-students who lent us their umbrella as they have enough for themselves.

for abt 10 mins, eera came. then went in the auditorium to watch the play. at first i was seated with all of them but then got separated bcoz of this stupid asshole!!! fuck!!

i sat beside a guy n mdm zurainy(i tink). at first it was awkward siting beside a teacher. bt it was ok after tht... the play was soo damn hillarious!!

(i lazy to elaborate in details.)then went to bugis street. we bought ourselves each a double cheese burger. i bought three earings. n nothing else. on our way hme, we took LOADS,LOADS,LOADS of pictures!! ot was fun as thgere were a few ppl only.we made the train as if our own. we laughed n talked n took photos!! oh yar, liesah was so noisy n naughty!!!!

LIESAH GOT A HOT BUT!!!!!!! hehes

hello!!!

FINALLY.

EXAMS' OVER!!!!! WOOHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOO!!!

SYIMA GET WELL SOON YEAS GIRLDFRIEND!!!!!

JUZ 4 FUN!!

i love the smell of the OCEAN!!

hey all!!

have been totally lazy at hme. btw, mum kept nagging at me for not doi hsework!!! omg!! shut up lah... cant stand it any longer man!! urgh!!!

btw, i have beem studying goeg for ct2 tis commin tuesday!! scared siak!! i tink i will nt get gd marks !! n the subjects tht i choose will be lost!!!

N N n, im green with envy with fiq, liesah n ima!! they r so clever seh.... im slaking in my studies!! GOD HELP!!! the 4 days of holiday is nt much fun. on thursay was ok tough. went to uncle nazri hse to have kenduri. it was fun coz i chatted with my cousins. n play with bo boi fer awhile(black n white cat). then ate, ate , ate alot!!! omg!!! bt the food was delicious!!! nenek ciks cooking!! uncle sani sent me hme with his full decorated van.

oh yar!! maybe i will nt be posting for quite sme time now. heeheh...


p.s. i fell alone!!! im not the hidayah i used to be!! gve me back the REAL Nuul Hidayah Bte Sulaiman!!!!!!

Bored to Tears!!

today we celebrated national dayn it was ok. bt i tink last year was better.

when we did the recolactions, i was sweatin like fcuk!! so damn hot sia...

during the sing along, ms azila sang with me!! hah!!! fun seh. bt awhile only then she went way to scold some pupils. i tink. hehs...

BTW!!, khalie kept pulling my blouse!! LIESAH!!! pnt tau iron my baju!!

ish3...... niewaes, im soo boed seh.... doin ntg... sit ard like snake...... i want go out!!!!

shopping!!!!!

HELLOS!!!

hello hello hello ppl!!!

im beung plain lazy to post ler....

nvm... it seems that i have loads of pic. but lazy to post uh... haish... btw, i still havent decide wat choice to choose seh... im like so dead lor!

WHAT AM I TALKIN!! OMG! MY ENGLISH IS SO BAD!!

ps: lost for words!

FRY ICE CREAM AT AL AMEEN...

DELICIOUSIO!!!

HELLOS!!!

hey...

its been a long time since i last post. its either im plain lazy or i cant switch on the comp....

i juz finished reading some of their blog n come over to their tags, i really feel left out. its like they all fogot bout me... im fadding... no longer the old hidayah. n i do feel the difference. its like im trying so hard to be with them but it somehow does not happen. so close yet so far........
its like im in my own world n they are in another. or maybe iim burden for them. they are forced to do it.

anw, exams are round the corner n its really stress-ing. yea, i may look happy and all that but deep down, really deep down inside me, im really worried. am i gonna make it to sec 3 EXPRESS???? thats the qn tht has benn playing in my mind this pass few days.. i see my friends then i see myself. they are all excell in their studies. and how bout me? i kept failing my maths. its really horrible.

i havent make the choices of subjects for next year. im really confused. my mind is blank. wether to take boi or physics.



till then
hidayah...

hei!!

changed my skin agn!

btw, harry potter is out in the cinemas n im watchin it with eera tmr!!
tmr, skool ends early so im goin out heheh.....

till then!!! toodles!!



muacks!!!!!
hug n kisses!

SUX!!

OMG!!

i knoe tis is like outdated news bt i still wanna express it!! urgh..........!!!!!!!!!!! i hav been change to be sitted in the back of the class n topping that im all alone! halim was a very gd company i had bt now there's no one! its so boring back there!! fatima, eera khaliesah, fiq, n momok sit quite close to each other n im all ALONE

ugh.... this sitting arangement make me dun wanna cme to school more!!!!! arh!!!! HELP ME!!!! haish... theres nth i can do! haish....... sux man!!

anw, today totally sux! at first we had t go up n down the stairs early in the morning. its soo tiring n making me less spirited to do my dnt.!!! tuff luck!!! then during cme, we are devided in groups. me, fiq, jordan,joanne,sing jie,li ting, kenneth and BP were in the same grp! like wtf! its so dead. im sitting there like a statue. looking arnd. nt doin anitin. 4m where im sitting i can see imas grp havin soo much fun!!

after recess was EL n its a bit fun coz me, fiq n momok sat togetha. momok n me didnt brought our bks! then after tht was HISTORY!!! damn boring lorhs!! bt then i was so hardworking coping all the notes! hehe....... then came PG where mdm teh change halim sitting arrangement n some of the pupils!!

shit! shitty!!! shit!!

i tink i blog much.... so on with my goeg essay!!

toodles!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

hello hello ppl!!!

as most of u guys knoe, i jus celebrated my b'day yesterday rite. i was sabo-ed by my girlfwens. i kena v. bad sia......

btw, during skool the sang a birthday song for me 2 times + 1 korean version sang by seung ju.
thx!!!

currently at tante hse. in the morning tante woke me up to folow her to johore. then cik roziz decided to go to mini kelantan. there she bought me(i dun knoe wats the name). then went to pelagi plaza(maybe) eat at secret receipe. i ate speggeti with meatball. the meatball was so big seh.. i cant finish my speg. then bought a cake at seasons. mocha cake. then went hme.

i got a bracellet 4m lola, a bear 4m mum, $$ 4m daddy, a polar bear lamp 4m jepun, a cadbury bar 4m fiq.

i'll post pic when i hv uploaded then k?

bb!!

hey ppl!!

tis is nt my final blog. i will change the skin agn! i anyhow pic the skin. so dun be surised when i changed agn. bt i dun tink i will change it sn. maybe nxt week
klah gtg!!

bb

hie...