alone is sometimes good

brand new beginning!

hey ya'll!

k i knw i've been leaving this page to collect heaps of dust, but im far too busy and occupied dealing with life. HAH!

anw, a lot happened since i last blog. if i were to blog, i think i can write a novel! LOL

ok back on track, ITS JULY PEOPLE!

my birthday month u knw?! hee^^

half a year had just flew by like a bullet train. i cant even recall what happened in January. however, this year sure aint the same as the others. i learnt a lot of lesson from what had happened to dad. and i think it has changed the way i behave in one way or another. oh well~

its gonna be fasting month soon, then raya! honestly, idk how my family is going to celebrate raya this year. but im sure its gonna be a bittersweet one. :)

ok, before i bore u guys with my nonsense, i should stop here.

till the next post! :)

CURLS CURLS CURLS!!

i love these curls on blake lively! oh gosh! wanna do this for my next hairstyle! hee

what, LOVE? nvr heard of it. =.=

time never stop for you.

ROMEO,ROMEO??

why you may ask?

coz i still live in the past, that i forgot the people that is around me.

i keep living in the old memories back then that i forgot to make new ones.

i cant move on coz i treasure the old too much that i forgot how to start a new one all over again.

im scared that if i have a new one, i will forgot the old one.

i cant move on coz i keep forgetting to.....

its not that easy to just live and abosorb whatever thats infront of me. some poeple can adopt quickly, while others, like me, will need to take a long period of time before they can finally be comfortable with the new surroundings and act the normal way.

so if you cannot understand that, i think maybe we arent meant to be.

so,

i think it'll be better if we go our own separate way. like this, its a win-win situation. both are happy, and there is no awkwardness in the surrounding.

I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND.